Joshua Blake Hargrove

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Happiness will never appear for you.
If you think it will, you don’t have a clue.
You need to work, for what you get depends
on what you put in.
Dont you think the same goes for those who sin?
Call me odd, call me different, call me blind…
For these are words I disregard, because they’re
all in the mind.
Through this life I’ve done one thing repeatedly,
and it was to be pure and kind.
True strength comes from the heart not the fist.
I could say more; I have a very long list,
But I’ll leave you with advice I learned at an early age,
Just to make sure we’re on the same page.
Send love to your neighbor untainted and pure;
This for your soul is a refreshing cure.
What goes around comes around, forever this law is bound,
And what goes around, really goes around.

In a world whose fate remains unknown,
Mans true character is finally shown,
Through depression and joy we have shown this earth,
the horrible tragedies and sins we have committed since birth,
The wars we’ve fought over dominion and greed,
seem to continue through our children in an evil seed,
Though many have died in the name of right and just,
Many more have died because of their lust.
In a world whose fate remains unknown,
If any just man dares to stand alone, and if he does so with
righteousness, and love,
he must be a gift from God above,
Two millenia ago such a man stood strong,
and dared to show the world their terrible wrong,
and when he traveled across the land delivering
his salvation and righteous thesis,
through evil he strode spreading his goodness,
he was only one man his name was Jesus,
He was God’s only son, we know,
our ancestors wondered what they should do,
They decided Jesus couldn’t be the boss,
so theycrucified him on the cross,
Since then many tragedies have occurred,
and as I have before inferred,
In a world whose fate remains unknown,
That man will soon again stand alone,
he will again and for the last time save us from ourselves,
In the end we’ll see how goodness prevails.

We are what we are on this worldly earth,
because of a lesson we are learning since birth,
the experiences we have the people we meet are because of
the skills we need to learn,
before we are born we are angels from above, training for a fight
to make the demons forever burn,
Earth is our training ground where we prepare our faith,
against the Devil, that vengeful wraith.
We are here for a purpose plain and simple,
To learn the one and important principle,
Love your neighbors, let them know, that your not afraid to let it
show,
For this is our weapon against evil and hate,
The confident determination that love and justice won’t come
too late,
this is our purpose on this worldly earth, this is our duty, our fate.
Good will over come in the ultimate end, for we are all warriors
among Gods round table,
It all began in Jerusalem in that small little stable,
and it will end in our favor strong and sure,
for that is Gods way honest and pure.

It’s right here! Just beyond my frantic grasp.
My freedom from my mind, I claw it with a pain filled gasp.
I have yet to see exactly what it is, but it will save me,
From self doubt, and fear,
I will never shed another sorrowful tear,
As I finally do grasp the object of my salvation.
I find that it’s a box labeled “education”.
Confused, I open it to find a note, and I wonder what to do,
The words on the note told me “the answer is in you”.
I held it in my hand – absorbing all of this.
After a minute of thinking, I became overcome with bliss,
I finally knew my place, I was no longer lost in the void of space.
I know why God has me here – to show his flock the love he has
for them,
I looked up to the sky and puzzled ask, “Oh Lord, how can I be-“
He interrupted me, telling me to repeat these words – “I can do all
things through Christ who strengthens me.”
I no longer felt lost, my soul no longer has a cancer,
I had finally found my undying answer.

Love is the origin of the soul, love of your fellow man, love of
your neighbor,
Love is the ultimate weapon, more powerful and sharp than any saber,
yet there are those who reject it, wanting only negativity and anger
in their heart,
It is those who have accepted their being and embraced their love
who are responsible for helping those in need,
For we’re all connected, We’re all part of the body of God, so if
one of us hurts we all feel pains heed,
Instead of focusing on yourself and your problems of the day,
help someone who looks down, or seems to have nothing to say,
you’d be surprised what goes on in their mind,
perhaps then you’ll see they are not so blind.
Have respect and love for the kind-hearted and just,
protect them from anger, hate and lust,
those who reject their souls true nature you must guide,
because, why cant we all be on the same side?
After reding these things Ive written with ink,
look away for an instant and patiently think,
think of your family, think of your friends,
think of those you love, and what the day will bring when it
comes to its ends,
take time to look at someone nearby and smile,
get them to stop and talk awhile,
Theres nothin wrong with that, maybe they’ll give you a call,
they’re a part of you after all.

I’m tired and I ache to my soul,
I’ve been too weak in life and its starting to take its toll,
somehow in someway Ill get my life back together again sewn,
but first I’ve got to learn to leave my comfort zone,
where I forget about my life, forget about me,
and give to others what Im dyin for..someone to help me see,
For some reason, I don’t trust ..and I don’t feel I can trust,
the biggest fear I have is of losing control of my lust,
I’d never hurt anybody, and I never had,
I’ve always tried to be positive and follow Gods way,
so why do I always feel so damn bad?
I’ve often found myself frustrated that I’m not good at talking on the phone,
I’ve got to leave (for good) my comfort zone.

If a light can be seen is it called a guide?
If darkness is seen is it called a shadow?
A light is the sun
The dark has none,
As is the human soul,
Sometimes rare sometimes dull,
The way of many is not always the way of one,
As is the darkness of Pluto to the light of the sun,
Love nor hate can clearly state,
Just how much you like someone,
Some hate but refrain from shun,
Out of fear of a darkened parent,
To them they see no ability apparent,
To fight against what they feel is wrong,
And instead love as the evil says to love, do as the evil says to do, and put every other particle, every other life, every other existing and non-existing thing on hold for they who the afraid fear and hate with more fire than the sun or hell can hold. Fear holds them and keeps them in its chaotic grasp. Some try to arouse their perception by or met with sarcasity and ridicule that they are wrong and they are doing everything they can to fight — by staying still and taking everything the evil delivers right up the ass. Because they are stupid proud and ignorant of their true strength which can only be found in the grace of God.
And may He have mercy on your soul for He does not grow tired of mercy as I do. May He forgive me for I have shunned they who are afraid for all eternity and for now cannot find it in me to forgive them. All I can do is despise them for the time being…and I pray that God will soften my heart, and open their eyes to what they truly want and give them the strength and courage and faith to follow through to get their needs met. In the mighty and sweet Jesus’ name, Amen.

I miss loving
after all the pushing and shoving

I miss having a smile
and getting a hug every once in a while

In what I miss
something seems amiss

for God is all I need
yet still there is in me a seed

that grows on me
and makes me see

that not all worldly things are bad
as long as we don’t depend on them Gods glad

He wants us to enjoy
this world like a toy

But also stay holy
and remain in Him Wholly

Today was a day of miracles and wonders,
Today was inexplicably perfect in its faults and blunders,
Today was a great and glorious day, and I loved it so,
Today was blessed, and I can’t wait to see tomorrow,
My eyes are open, and I do see,
I can see you, can you see me?
Or am I hunting a lost cause…..
I have no audience…but a ceaseless applause…

Today was a day of great deeds said and done,
Today was a holy gift from the Lord All Mighty’s only son,
Today…today was a day of celebration, a day of rejoice,
The children of God….The Shepherd’s sheep have finally found a voice,
No more hatred…no more vengeance, no more sorrow,
Thank you oh Holy Lord, For I can’t wait to see tomorrow.

My finance is up, My love is strong,
I have traveled far I have traveled long,
Looking for the answer to my reason here,
Remaining steadfast in the face of hate, in the face of fear,
I am your warrior God, wearing your armor, and wielding your sword,
With my faith as my shield….I will triumph….for you I fight oh Lord…

Today was worthy of praise, without pun or phrase,
Though my father beat me in a wild craze,
Today was awesome, as I fell in its wake,
Though my best friends had thoughtlessly put my life at stake,
Though when I was beaten and mugged, help came too late,
I have no remorse, I have no evil, I will never have hate,
For these are feelings of an awful low,
And I just want to make it till tomorrow,

My deathbed is quaint, my estate lies in ruin,
And I shall pass away very so-on, (soo-in)
Buy my children are here,
And as I watch them, they shed tear after tear,
Not of sorrow, but of joy,
Not even my eldest daughter, not even my little boy,
For they know of my final destination,
Their love is strong, and they know my good deeds,
And as I close my eyes, I feel my burdens lift,
I lose my pain, and lift my arms to rejoice tomorrow,
Oohhh tomorrow….how I can’t wait to see tomorrow.

Come with me
to the plains I go
I need to see
I need to know
if you’re real
about how you feel

Do you care?
Do you love?
Do you love?
Do you Dare?

~Dare to look at me~
and tell me what you see in me
I want you to ~care~
because I think it’s only ~fair~
that you see me too
the way I’ve always looked at you.

Let it go. Let go. Just let it go.
Who’s to care? Who’s to worry? Will the world end? No!
It’s not worth a tear,
it’s not worth any fear,
you can’t live in worry, you cant it’s not right!
Though today may be dark, tomorrow will be bright.
Yesterday has come and gone
like an old soft 60’s song.
today is not over, who knows what’s to come?
Tomorrow beware, I’m ready for you – bring it on come get some!
Nothing is worth to worry over..just choose your path,
and follow it well, do what you feel is right-you do the math,
suffer what punishment is due to you, but don’t dwell on it,
other than your spirit and kindness, nothings worth spit.
All you have to do is go with it!
Everything that happens bad or good, will always workout for the best,
do your part, forget the rest.
To worry is just not worth it, not at all, don’t you know?
Let it go…Let it go…
Just let..it..go..

What voice do we hear, that seem to draw us so near?
near to danger, near to pain
that we listen to as if it were a peaceful rain
broken, beaten I lay
among the sound and spiritual decay
of nations loveless and full of scorn
yet his love endures forever
never falters, never loses hope
in the vest – He is the rope.

My face shows no-one
My heart holds nothing

My spirit is empty
And I am unclear

Lost lamb lost I am
no where to go

a lost lamb I am
from head to toe

Nothing
I am nothing
nothing I am

all life is to me
Is a pointless sham

so angry,
no, sad

Not so angry
but not really glad

Wonder what would life without me be
to mom and dad?

I am no longer me
no, the eyes refuse to see
they way things were, the way they used to be
Myself has changed
has been re-arranged
and alone
I feel so deranged

Strong new faces invade my mind
a connection to voices – I do not find
Lost and alone – even to darkness, blind

take me away
there’s no reason to stay
I don’t want to live – through another day
Day and night – there’s too much to fight
not enough heart no, and not enough light
strength long dispersed
last lines long rehearsed
to say my long goodbyes.

We can use worldly things
to express the love God brings
To be spiritual is good
To stay holy is great

But just because you don’t like a town
doesn’t mean you have to leave the state

Take the good from the Earth
and use it as Godly devices
He knows your hearts desires
and if goodness is within
His grace on you will aspire

Intuition
Feeling beyond what is real

Incision
Just a little deeper to reach the thoughts I know are there

Taking out the anger
Yet the anger still persists

People burn my heart
But I know that hope exists

For us

Looking for a sign
in a feeling I’ve been having
wanting something real
and from you I feel it
~with your lips on mine~

sitting here
where here is now
I like to look at you
while thinking wow

something sweet
fills my heart
when my name escapes your lips
from your head
to your feet

every hair
every part
you make me ~scream~
with the sweet delight
of my every dream.

They took me away
So I could no longer play
thinking if I was gone
then I couldn’t stay

But in the darkest night
the brightest star
in your every fright
wherever you are
you will see
that, that’s where I’ll be

Feel my hurt
feel like dirt
don’t you know?
You hurt me so

But never again
will you see my heart
No never again
so don’t even start
with me

You like to think
that you’re so great
let me illustrate
I think you stink

And never again
will I be your fool
never never nuh-uh
you played me
for a fool
never should have been with you